Frustration, Anger, Torment, Lack of Faith
Makes me want to run, want to escape.
Should I uproot, take off and leave?
Would that be my solution, my reprieve?
Emptiness continues to close in on me here.
Everyone is leaving and I’ll be alone… I fear.
I thought, “Well I have my future,” but…
There’s no opportunity, the doors seem to shut.
Lord, what is this path you have me trek upon?
Where does it lead, this journey I’m on?
I can’t go south, for the past holds nothing for me.
I can’t go West, for I’d crash into the sea.
East is not an option if I want a livelihood.
Perhaps north would be good?
Or am I to stay put, just where I’m at?
Conquer the unrest, put on your armor for combat!
Lord, guide me to which path to take for my family.
How should I live so that I may glorify Thee?
I shall humbly await for a sign from above.
To show me The Way… of Your endless love.